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    July 11

    Migration of Blog

    For anyone that gives a shit ... it's http://loquterz.wordpress.com/ ... this place is dead to me. Sadly damn MSN stuff is very hard 2 migrate... how nice of them... making things hard 4 pple to move on ... reminds me of the gov.... ahhhh... crap.... go 2 my new blog 4 stupid irrelevant ranting la.
     
    Thanx MSN ... it's been a great development of self worth and ego building ... i'm off to a place that doesn't restrict me so much ... but i must admit... it's a bitch to use too ... but at least more freedom and less spam.
    July 10

    moving ...

    This will be my 2nd last post on msn.spaces as i find the lay-out some what restrictive. After using this blog for almost a year i find that microsoft is not putting in much value added functions that other blog sites adopt. So i've painfully decided to move to another site. This site will still house the current stuff but i be putting up new stuff in my new site. I will be announcing it (who the fuck cares) in my next posting. Just need to iron out some hiccups
    July 06

    I heart building PC rigs

    As i mentioned in my earlier post, i dragged poor super prego wife along with me 2 my PC rig building extravaganza. It was fun to see the kinda stuff i could put together on a budget. It was a pretty decent budget so i didn't have to compromise much on quality. Oni gripe would be that i couldn't get the Cooler Master casing i liked. Sze Wei would've dig the casing i intended to get but alas no stock. So had to get a lower quality one... but in respects to the usual slew of casings you see everyone has, this is a beauty. Naturally the up side is the casing cost way less than mine. So with the money saved i decided to get a kick ass power supply to make sure i future proof the machine a bit. Check out my photo gallery for some of the pix ... if you love PCs like i do, theys like looking at some sexy babes in Playboy... but i get to touch'em .... SLURPPPP!!!! Lovely!
    July 04

    thirtyfour

    That is what i'll be turning tomorrow. Feels surreal that i'm growing older but feeling ... erm... the same? Only thing is my body's failing me constantly... but that isn't a prob... it's been failing me since i was a kid... never stopped me.
     
    At 34 which incidentally is me n audrey's weirdly coincidental number. You won't believe how many times this number has been part of our lives. I've lost count as to how many things that have the number 34 linked to us. So i take it as my lucky number. I do feel that this has been a good year for both me n audrey. We're finally somewhat stable in career (after a 2 year hiatus from our respective professions to try our hands on a small business), we're about to have a kid, we're getting closer to being debt free (is that even possible) and other little stuff.
     
    I take the year as a good year with more good things happening to us. Tomorrow i will be celebrating my b'day with a trip to watch 'Superman Returns' in the morning. Hey, wife is a sucker for a man in underwear, i prefer Batman but hey it's the summer blockbusters... watch only la. Then on to the main course... i'll be making a trip to Low Yatt Plaza to build a gaming rig for a friend (thanx sze wei!). Now you would think what the hell would you wanna go do a chore on a weekday and of all days my b'day. Well i love building gaming rigs. That's a little hobby i enjoy. Putting together a kick ass machine to run games of today & tomorrow is a passion of mine. I know, even audrey doesn't understand why. It's just something i like to do. I can't explain it. I like making sure the rig is put together properly. The ventilation is done well ... the parts are the best part possible within the budget i've been given. Naturally with more money you can build an even more happening rig, but the challenge is to build the best of breed on the budget i've been allocated.
     
    Sometimes in my free time i visit Alienware or Dell just to see how much would a top of the line rig would cost. Trust me, you don't wanna know what i deem the best of the best. It might keep changing... but the price always floats around 15k - 20k ... ringgit. So tomorrow i'm going to bore my wife to death with the constant hunt for computer parts... it's only once or twice a year maaaaaa.... now that's how i wanna celebrate every B'day of mine... a new PC a year.... ahhh... bliss... and wishful thinking! HAHAHAH !!!
    June 29

    Funky food combos...

    I'm sure everyone has experimented with food combinations. Where else do you think Peanut Butter & Jelly Sandwich came from? Ok, perhaps not a really good gauge since P&J always rox! Just wonder how many pple got a little quirk of a food combo that's just a bit off the kelter? Nothing gross like grasshopper milkshake ok ... just something that could potentially be... but for some people might be a bit weird to consume.
     
    Mine's Instant Noodle with mayonaise. I LOVE IT! Sorry can't give the exact recipe but i will make for you if you want. LOL!
     
    Wife's tried Peanut Butter & ... wait for it....    Broccoli! YUCKS! I really can't imagine the taste.
     
    How bout Chocolate syrup hotdog, French Fries Sundae, German sausages with hot beer gravy... anymore?

    His & her (strangely true)

    1. THINGY (thing-ee) n.
     
    Female...... Any part under a car's hood.
     Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra.

     

     2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj.

     
    Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another.

     Male.... Playing football without a cup.

     

     3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n.

     
    Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner.

     Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys.

     

     4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n.

     
    Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family.

     Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one.

     

     5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n.

     
    Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book.

     Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer.

     

     6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n.

     
    Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion.
     Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding.

     

     7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n.

     
    Female...... The greatest expression of intimacy a couple can achieve.
     Male.. Call it whatever you want, just as long as we do it.

     

     8. REMOTE CONTROL (ri-moht kon-trohl) n.

     
    Female.... A device for changing from one TV channel to another.
     Male... A device for scanning through all 375 channels every 5 minutes.
    June 28

    I'm a sick sick bastich!

    I meant is a physical way la... what were u all thinking? TSK!
     
    1. Diabetes - had this for a few years now but under control with meds. Have to make sure i have the right amount of sugar in my blood. Hereditary, a little gift from my mother's side. So i can still eat all the sweet stuff i love but moderately la. Don't eat also cannot coz sugar level drop i break out in cold sweat.
     
    2. High Blood Pressure - Just developed this this past year, i have no medical reason why. Gives me dizzy spells if i don't take medication, if prolonged even black-outs. A little something i would like to blame my current company for inflicting upon me, work hazzards perhaps. I guess i'm not as laid-back as i used to be. Everything gets to me now... sign of old age coupled with axiety. Date-line always need it last week how to keep a sane outlook?
     
    3. Severe Gastric - I've been skipping meals all my life due to being too busy working or most likely suspect, gaming (yeah i'm that crazy a hard-core gamer). I guess all that neglect has finally caught up with me. Nowadays if i even dream of delaying an impending meal i could actually start breaking out in cold sweat and have momentary black-outs. Twice it's been so severe that i had to take jabs or be hospitalized.
     
    Pretty fucking grim stuff i tell you. The self pity session isn't helping one bit. I'm just thinking aloud and realising how shitty my day can turn by just skipping a meal, forgetting my meds or just basically eating the wrong thing.
     
    As i type this i'm feeling pretty shitty to say the least. I can't stand staying cooped up at home which the very tot makes me feel even sicker. So i come to work to see if working can take my mind of it, not bloody working.
     
    Imagine the combo that hits me when i get food-poisoning. First i crap n puke my guts out, basically both ends i'm exiting stuff i need to maintain my sugar level and acid juices at a docile level. So the lack of food in my level triggers my gastric attack, nothing i eat stays in for long so i keep dehydrating... then worse of all is when i feel shitty my mood can be really foul and poor wifey takes the brunt of my disposition. Nothing she does can make me happy and that irks me further which makes my bloody pressure sky rocket. My sugar level plummets and i start to shiver from lack of sugar and food. My eyes dilate and i can't focus anymore due to the pain and dizziness i feel from the gastric and high blood pressure. In a nut shell i'm the most foulest jerk you'll ever know. My sudden disregard for anyone's feelings is appalling but somehow i can't seem to keep it in check. Maybe through all the convulsion i just can't keep my demeanor.
     
    Now imagine that is an already pretty fucked up scenario, how bout all that coming together and i'm not skipping meals, am eating my meds and trying my fucking hardest not to be an asshole of biblical purportion. So what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm eating proper... holding in the food, not puking or purging but i still feel close to how i am when i'm not following my regime. My mind is blurred and ability to focus is intermitten. Frustrating as hell. I don't wanna see a doctor and waste money coz i know they'll just give me the same meds i have at home. Sometimes i wish there was a guy like House MD to diagnose the fuck is wrong with me n just put me out of my misery. If i'm dying tell me la... dun leave me here half half la!
     
    Hopefully we get back to the usual drivel soon enough as this is sure as hell taxing me mentally & physically. And i just got my b'day pressie from wifey to play on my PSP! How fucking fucked up is that!
    June 26

    National Service ...

    If you have been hidden under a rock (while living in Malaysia), then let me be the one to announce to you that our country not too recently started NS (National Service)or i call it 'An Ass'. Basically what it all means is that any kid that just finished SPM and hasn't got enuf money to escape to another country for studies will have to go to boot camp and learn 2 defend the country.

     

    In the papers today it has been made aware that out of almost 12 thousand shirkers (diden sign up to die) only 402 have reported in. If they fail to do so soon, the NS department will send their names to the pou-lease and put them in jail and fine their unemployed asses. Why? Coz you suppose to do a service to your country. You defend your country with your life. So when the new-clear bombs reign down on thee you'll be first in line to see the fireworks.

     

    Since the conception of the NS effort there has been nothing but bad press. Don't get me wrong, I’m sure with the proper curriculum & training of staff planned out, it might be worth-while experience for the children as well as our future generation. Howeverrrr.... the very fact that this is handled by some half-assed hwan-nas is what makes every parent worry for the lives of their off-spring. Why wouldn't they? The life of their childrens is being determined by the competency of a stranger. The very fact that this persons of authority are caught having sexual relations with the enlisted is cause for caution. Even worse, this trainers lack the proper training to train other people!

     

    Shouldn't there be an academy or a course that gives the trainers PROPER training before they are allowed to toy with peoples' children's lives? There is even talk of firing live ammunition with M-16s by volunteering. Phhbbttt... Which moron wouldn't wanna try out a machine gun given the chance? Keen is not exactly the word I would use when asking a kid if they wanna play with a weapon that could kill people. Eager & raring would be the term. It's feral lust for men to want to handle weapons that deal death and shoot stuff up. Women... perhaps not... but men... hell yeah... anything to brag about later in life I'm telling you.

     

    So what gives the government rights to come and tell us people it's a crime to NOT want our children to end up emotionally harassed, beaten, ridiculed, broken, scarred and worse still, killed? Lead by example man... asks all the politicians to send their children & grandchildren for NS before asking the public to sacrifice our children to defend the country. Just because the neighboring countries have it, we must have it meh?

     

    Besides as much as you train our fellow Malaysians, no point one... all the 'Tidak-apa' attitude will kill us wayyyy before any damn bullet reaches our army. Forget it la... i tell you the first to run will be the Chinese, we'll take all our material belongings and bolt to the next available country for refuge... fight for wat? It's not like we have equal rights in this country. All the hwa-nas get all the priviledges... is that something we chinese are willing to put our lifes on the line for? I think NOT!

     

    Malaysia BOLEHHHHHHHH.... kepala otak engkau la boleh!

    June 23

    KL is a rude city...

    According to study by Reader's Digest mentioned in an article in theStar, KLites are not courteous people. Pbbhhhtttt... i fuckin' could've told you that without the bloody study. It's a daily occurance to bump into assholes. I dun think it's fair to say KLites but more like Malaysians in general ... yeah wayyy too close proximity the kiasuland is just one factor but a total excuse.
     
    From my tone of voice i'm sure everyone will judge me and say i'm but part of the demographics, perhaps. However after much self-evaluation i realise that i ALWAYS say thank you when people serve me, always smile at people who serve me when they make eye contact and apologize when i bump into someone accidentally. I try to not get in the way of people or cause inconvenience in people when i can. Make sure i drive considerately and not assume i own the road, stop at pedestrians and basically mind my own business but not being dismissive.
     
    On the other end... perhaps i do curse at a lotta drivers hence the rudeness if that is seen, sorry la... i cannot stand inconsiderate drivers that love to cut line and become road hazards. I'm arrogant only so that i can left alone when i want to just not have to make small talk and pretend to be remotely interested in other people's life. I'm not a very 'kepoh' person if i can help it. If that is considered caring for oneself ... i'm guilty as charged. I do litter publicly once inawhile... that also because can't be helped... if i can i will find the rubbish bin... but finding one that is not riddled with rubbish or holes is an effort in itself with out current municipal prowess at large.
     
    Quite easy to agree with the article in general but i guess perspective must be tempered with circumstances. I wonder how we as Malaysians can actually ascend... ok perhaps not ascend... but change our conduct... pretty hard if you ask me with the kinda 'tidak apa' attitude i notice we subconsciencely bombarded with on a daily basis. Who says the public isn't the reflection of it's government? Perhaps the government should change before it expects the people to change? Food for thought but not enough to feed the nation.
     
    Oh and totally agree.... PENANG PEOPLE ARE WORSE!! FUCK OFF AND DIE TWINS OF SINGAPORE! If Singapore is Kiasuland, Malaysia is Bolehland ... Penang is Kiasu-Boleh-Kiasi-land!

    Camwhoring on a different plane ...

    I've seen tons of camwhores... male & female, but i think the internet is having a very degenerative effect on the youth of today. I can't believe i'm saying that as i was one of the youth once... well i'm still young but u know what i mean.
     
    Anywayssss..... there has been another clip floating around about this one Singaporean girl beaten like a dog. I warn you pple first... not easy to watch... no blood but some blurred nudity. It's not funny... pretty sick that this girl actually volunteered to be beaten up like that.
     
    I'm sure something must be wrong with her somewhere... no normal being would want to be beaten like a pariah dog. What's sick is there are bitches out there who would take advantage of this situation and abuse her on camera for the world to see. I knew Andy Warhol was on to something when he said one day everyone will be famous for 15mins... but this is a bit too much la.
     
    Are we so deprived of attention that we need to reach out so desperately with such measures to get noticed? I'm sticking to just using words. Already i think i'm sucha wordwhore for typing so much on my blog. But i take it as theraphy... amazingly i'm so full of myself i like to read my own shit... how vain is that! Hahahah ... i do this blog for myself... not for your pleasure or watever... just a little space in stitch of internet time i can quantify my thoughts.
    June 20

    High Drama on a HK bus ride ...

    I'm sure by now a lotta pple would've seen this clip. I'm pretty tickled by how far fetched it went. This clip has become so popular that apparently there is even merchandise being sold about this incident. The episode was filmed secretly by a passenger with a camera phone. Amazing how much things can get recorded with a phone these days.
     
    Personally i feel that while the guy that was getting verbal abuse had it coming for provoking the old man. However i'm sure the old fucko was also a bit too loud on the phone to cause someone to speak up. Bloody hongkies are loud and impolite generally so it's a given. Sadly the victim looked like a wuss so the old man took the advantage to the teeth. Honestly given if it was me, i think it wouldn't get pass the first time he insulted my mother... the moment he mentions mother... regardless of how u use the phase just because it's a chinese foul word of choice, i would've taken down the idiot n bash his face in. The very fact that is was recorded might get me into hot soup... but i'll ask any authority would u take it sitting down when your mother is insulted right in front of u? Not going to happen.
     
    The weakling deserved getting screwed if he didn't even have the nuts 2 fight him. So what if you might lose the fight? It's a matter of principle. Insult me all you want, my bad... but dun la bring mother into the equation. Some more dare say he do it ... walios... i would've honestly beaten him so bad that i might actually land in prison... but worth every fuckin' moment of the bashing... but that's just the violent me.
    June 19

    Malaysia wannabe celebs

    Recently there has been some high profile births, splits & marriages in tinseltown. Apparently much closer to home we have our own little 'thing' happening recently one would be the apparent rumour that Siti 'the Kampung closet slut' Nurhaliza is getting married to a paedophile soon. The other news is the divorce of 2 celebrities Erra & Yusri which happened just this week.
     
    I'm puzzled by the sudden change of dressing. Is it a must to wear your most solemnly holy clothes when you get divorced? Isn't it something frowned upon by most religion? So basically Erra & Yusri are trying to show that they are the holiest on the day they're commiting the greatest sin? Marriage as usual is taken oh so lightly by celebs... even Malaysians. Phhbbttt... it's a fuckin' sham to start with. Basically Erra & Yusri just wanted 2 get laid, but in order to do that they had to get married or per-chance the wrath of the 'Pak Haji' that would ensue.
     
    Most of the time i see these to fellas dressing up so hip & happening, especially Erra who can be quite a slut ... but on the day they end their marriage she dress like she's a born-again virgin. Come onnnnn ... u slut means slut la... wanna go cari batang lain just say la... can u see how happy Yusri looks? I bet he's thinking... fuck yeah! More pussy to come! I'm famous & rich ... Malaysian chix are suckers for money... i'm gonna get me all kinds of pusseh!
    June 16

    Are you an 80s Metal fan? Supergroup on VH1 or torrent it!

    VH1 recently came up with a reality series called Supergroup. As the name implies it's the forming of a SUPER group consisting of Heavy Metal heavyweights of the yesteryears. The goal is to see if 5 former superstars in their own right could, in the new millennia be able to put out another chart topping hit. That or kill each other first.

     

    The 'Super' group consists of Ted 'the Nuge' Nugent (lead guitar) from Amboy Dukes, Sebastian Bach (vocals) from Skid Row, Scott Ian (rhythm) of Anthrax, Evan Seinfeld (bass) of Biohazard & Jason Bonham (drums) currently touring with Foreigner who is also the son of legendary drummer of Led Zeppelin's John Bonham.

     

    Now with a high-powered ensemble like that you got to think, holy crap... their music is going to rock our world all over again. I've been hungering for some break out metal music for a long time now and so far the hardest rocking group I’ve recently felt worth a mention would be Korn, My Chemical Romance, Foo Fighters & Green Day. Ok perhaps some are more rock than Metal but to me they are the one of the same.

     

    Slayer just came out with a new Album on the 06/06/06, how appropriate for a buncha guys who worship Satan to put out a new album on the campiest day EVER! They lost cred with me on the spot. Steve Araya if you're reading but for the life of me can't imagine why ... you sold your Satan owned soul all over again... this time to barney the purple campy fuckhead dinosaur.

     

    I digress, but that is normal la. Anyways ... I decided I will follow the show and see where it takes this buncha guys. I personally like Scott Ian coz I’ve always loved Anthrax and they amazing guitar work. Attack of the B's is still my all time favorite Anthrax album. Nobody does a bleeding cover of Shadows' Pipeline like Scott Ian.

     

    The show gave me an insight into how the people tick, ok maybe more dramatic since they're on camera but i can honestly say they are acting as close as they can be to their personality. Hence my personal take on this bunch of misfits.

     

    The Nuge is a fuckin' old fart who can still rock some licks but honestly wayyyyy past his age of glam rock-era and I honestly think his ideas are definitely not up-to-date with the current trends. I suspect this guy's affiliation of pro-gun is over-compensation for his lack of manliness. He is the only rocker I know who shies away from nudity when confronted with it. Family values in a rocker? Phhbbttt… fuck that dude… you’re a rock star … live like one. Wanna play model citizen … don’t be in a rock band you moron! Can anyone even remember Catch Scratch Fever??!?! Yeah that’s the guy! Who bleedin' cares?!

     

    Sebastian Bach, what can I say about the once pretty boy of heavy glam metal who sings like nails to a chalkboard. I can't stand him. He squandered his youth and his money 20 years ago and he thinks his ideas and style's still relevant? This guy's sniffed one too many lines of coke mixed with cheap wine. I feel he should be fired from the band for just opening his mouth. Anything that a band can produce will be destroyed with him on lead vocals, period.

     

    Scott 'Not' Ian, he the man! Who the man? I'M THE MAN! If anyone doesn't know that, well it lyrics from the very first EVER (I don't care who sez who was first but this was the NUMERO UNO ok!) collaboration between heavy metal & rap. Anthrax & Public Enemy teamed up for the song 'I'm the man'! It was unheard of at that time for 2 then very popular bands from different sides of the genre to come out with something together. That paved the road for the chart toppers to come. Bet none of you knew that is where all the rock & rap collaboration started. Like I said... I love this guy, great demeanor all round. None of the bullshit primadonna crap the others were dishing out. Must be the most grounded rock star i've seen since Dave Grohl. Don't get me wrong, this guys still party hard and have a good time... but they love their craft.. not showboating. My only gripe with Scott is how much he admires the Nuge ... come on Scott you are just as awesome on the guitar!

     

    Evan Seinfeld is the total opposite of the Nuge. This guy embodies being a rock star like he read it in the ‘Dummies guide to being the ultimate Rock Star’. He’s married to porn star Tera Patrick … yeah that one! They both own the porn production house called Tera Vision. Basically he sits around seeing his wife get banged and wanked off by like the whole world. Great love you got there Evan. Nut job! Did I mention Biohazard music sux? He can’t play a damn song to save his pencil dick life. But kudos on getting Tera and Sebastian’s wife to pose some slutty pix for you. Sebastian’s wife is decently hot if you ignore the insecure implants plastered to her chest like coconuts. But to become Sebastian ‘the biggest loser’ Bach’s wife? What the fuck were you thinking bitch!?

     

    Jason Bonham is a weird one, don’t got much traction when it comes to rock cred but appears to play some awesome percussion. Playing with Foreigner is not exactly something i would be bragging to the world about Jay, seriously they are wussies. Another thing I’m a bit irked by the nipple ring, I mean come on dude you’re not exactly 20 … a nipple ring on a 40 year old is just wrong man. The ink doesn’t help, sagging flesh + ink … makes Satan look like droopy the dog.

     

    I guess I will still watch it to the end to see how far they fuck it all up, but I honestly predict it won’t go far, Sebastian's trying to push out old-timer 80s style metal which honestly doesn't work in the current climate of music. It just doesn't work dude!

     

    Outta the whole thing all I’m praying is that Scott might actually get some kinda epiphany and get back into recording with Anthrax and come out with another cutting edge album and blow me away all over again! I promise to buy the original, i SWEAR! Anyone interested to check out the show just google the torrent. Unless you're in the US and have VH1 or just Tivo it.

     

    Written by an old rocker who thinks there is a pulse in Heavy Metal yet. Why didn't Dave Mustaine get called up man? He would've been wayyyy better than Sebastian!

    June 15

    Reasons why no one comes to your stupid blog

    1. You're not some hot chick who occasionally post revealing/naked pix of herself and her friends.
    2. They don't win prizes from your site
    3. Your site has nothing interesting to read
    4. You don't make posts that make you seem stupid or ridiculous
    5. You don't have pictures taken with celebrities
    6. You're not a celebrity
    7. The fact that you complain that no one comes to your site
    8. You talk about yourself over n over n over n over n over n over n over ...
    9. You are fat, stupid, ugly and called Jeff that breathes hard just by talking
    10.Did i mention naked pictures?
    June 14

    Things you absolutely need/want on a daily basis

    My list (In no particular order cept mebbe no.1)
     
    1. Kissing my wife's tummy (for now) later will be back to feverish dirty sex
    2. Switch on my by-now-out-of-date PC
    3. Mobile phone
    4. Portable HDD
    5. Check for torrents
    6. Sit on the throne while reading HWM or playing the PSP
    7. Air Conditioning
    8. Meat/Fish
    9. Good News (wishful thinking)
    10.Money
     
     
    What's yours?

    Disclaimer

    Just a gentle warning i need to make for anyone reading this blog
    June 13

    Which dumbass doesn't know this?

    Well if he/she doesn't, you've got it coming fool!

    Cowardice is a sin ...

    A person who says 'Get Use To It' for every little thing that fucks up is a person that should be shot... n then shot again. It's that kinda attitude that Malaysians are taught to just suck it in everytime something fuckedup happens.
     
    Why are we not taught to fight for our rights? At least voice our concerns in a open forum. Noooooo everything is kept locked up in a closet somewhere for a day only when things subside or become irrelevant then only bring out and talk since u can't do a damn thing about it then. Sadly this is happening even in our very own companies. It's a culture that the government is subconsciously implanted into Malaysians. No wonder we can never get out of the hole we're dug into. Just when we think we're about to climb out, some fuckwit comes n kick us back down into the gutter.
     
    On the flip side there are pple who complain a lot about every damn thing... but when it comes to given a chance to voice, they all shy away from confrontation and just go with the flow. The 'What to do' syndrome. If there is a leader to rally for them even better... get their ideas across minus having the flak hit them. COWARDS! All this pple who skate thru life you should be ashamed of yourselves. Letting pple stand up for you then cower away when the big questions need to be asked. Like the government, i think we as Malaysians in general need to bloody grow a backbone or for starters, an extra left nut?
     
    Sick and tired of having to see pple glide thru life without pulling their weight. If you want change dun depend on pple... be pro-active... show them collectively or even individually what your views are, not run off at the first signs of confrontation or trouble. COME ON PEOPLE, WAKE UP & DO SOMETHING ALREADY!
     
    An equally lame sin is greed (gluttony). Taking food away from a pregnant woman is just plain sad la... what kinda kiasu shit head fler orders very little food to share (eventho other pple insist already that it's not enuf) but when food arrives they horde all the food to themselves and still expect pple to pay out equally when all they had was a few strands of pasta & a half eaten pizza? *shake head* This pple should be taken out to the firing range n shot repeatedly until they crap everything out... then stuff it back up their mouth since they like to eat it so much. You pple damn lucky i wasn't there... coz if i was i'll make sure u crawl back up your mama's ass for the kinda disrespectful conductyou shame your parents with. GET IN THE RING MOFO! I'LL TAKE YOU DOWN!
     
    Ahhhhh..... i feel much better now ... now go fuck yourselves idiots.
    June 12

    I love open letters...

    An open letter to the PM
    Jacqueline Ann Surin
    (The Sun -1 June 06)
     

    Dear Prime Minister Abdullah, When you first came into power after the 2004 general election, you promised us that you would be prime minister for all Malaysians.

    In fact, I still have the letter you sent out to voters before the elections that promised you would fulfill your duties with sincerity, integrity, efficiency and fairness.

    It was a letter that moved people, including staunch Opposition supporters.

    There was hope that a new leadership which was more conciliatory, more willing to listen to differing views and more just was in store for the country.

    And people invested in that hope by voting the Barisan Nasional back into power with a clear majority.

    But recent events, including your administration's reactions to these events, have been deeply troubling.

    The most recent has been the disruption of a peaceful and legitimate public forum in Penang organised by a group of non-governmental organisations that wanted to help people reclaim their rights under the Federal Constitution.

    It was unfortunate, but really no longer inconceivable, that those who opposed such a civil discussion should frame their opposition in ways that incite hostility, threaten violence and make false accusations in the name of Islam, a religion that in fact promotes peace and justice.

    What is actually more troubling is that as prime minister, you have also publicly announced that these issues of Constitutional rights are "sensitive" and the organisers of such events must be careful not to tread on "dangerous ground", lest the government has to use the Sedition Act against them.

    Why would you lend legitimacy to the argument that Malaysians should steer clear of discussing issues which affect us all as citizens, whether Muslim or non-Muslim?

    By continuously telling Malaysians these issues are "sensitive" and "dangerous", isn't your administration really creating a self-fulfilling prophecy? Aren't you in fact supporting the argument that these issues should not be discussed?

    Additionally, Malaysians have been reminded by Minister in the Prime Minister's Department Datuk Seri Mohamed Nazri Abdul Aziz that it's not for no reason that the word "amok" comes from the Malay community.

    Non-Muslims - and that easily translates to non-Malays in this country - are told we cannot speak out about the way Islam is used to formulate laws and public policies in this country even though they affect all of us.

    We are told that not just the Sedition Act can be used, so can the Internal Security Act which allows for detention without trial.

    In fact, I found it deeply paradoxical that Nazri could repeat the threat of the ISA at an international meeting of experts on Islam and human rights last month.

    How can an unjust law be Islamic? We know it cannot, and yet, it would seem your administration is wielding it as a way to silence citizens in a democracy.

    The way I see it, naming something "sensitive" and "dangerous" is just a disingenuous way of saying, "This is not open for dialogue and discussion. We might tolerate your views but only to a certain extent."

    What that extent is, is left to be seen. We hope your election promises will be kept for all Malaysians, but really, many of us are more fearful than reassured.

    From a non-Muslim perspective, the events leading up to the need for public discussions such as the Article 11 forum in Penang, have been disconcerting and troubling.

    The painful injustice suffered by S. Shamala who found that her estranged husband could unilaterally convert their children to Islam, and the widow of M. Moorthy who discovered she could not bury her husband according to Hindu rights, are real and frightening.

    But those instances of injustice are not being framed as "sensitive" by non-Muslims. They are not being used to threaten violence or incite hostility in order to silence discussion of the issues at hand.

    Additionally, when you upheld the decision for the tudung to be used in police parades, did you consider how it would make non-Muslims feel? How can it still be a surprise then that most non-Malays will not join the police force?

    Really, I don't need to be a Muslim or a Malay to have a stake in this country. But even that might be delegitimised because in more ways than one, I'm a minority.

    And I'm constantly reminded that my views and concerns must give way to the privileges and rights of the dominant race, and a specific interpretation of the faith they profess.

    But really what I want to ask you is this: Why do I have to constantly feel afraid in my own country? Why am I continuously told I have less rights to discuss important issues affecting my community?

    You promised to be prime minister for all Malaysians. We hope you will remember that promise.

    A Malaysian citizen.

    Jacqueline Ann Surin believes that you cannot be neutral on a moving train. She is an assistant news editor at theSun.

     

    Basically what Jacq is saying is grow some nuts Gov! Stop thinking our country was built by only one race. A government that shys away EVERYTIME it's being confronted is the equivalent of a toothless tiger. Just coz Dr M asks the hard questions the gov is ignoring him. Can't our government see that we think what Mahathir says? Imagine, a legendary leader like Dr M gets shut down, what about us common folk?

     

    Our nation is told to just take it all in, if slap on the right cheek give the left? Sorry la... i don't think so. However i'm but one measly person with no power of voice. So i bitch on my blog about how oppressed i feel now than when we were under Dr M's rule. I rather have a leader who whips than coddle the nation to death.

     

    Honestly gov ... grow some kacangs lah!

    June 06

    Beating the drum of a Robot.

    I know blogs are suppose to be about me, trust me if my PC didn't reboot (due to security update & my accidental click OK to restart) it would've ended up as about me (my ego gets the better of me). However by the powers of the digital gods, i was reminded that my intention was to talk about him. Just part of my staying true to this blog being retarded and all.
     
    I think i'm the only person who can actually post this about him. Why? Coz he is way too modest to ever say nice things about himself, the wife is way too bias and given the chance would be surgically attached to his hip, his kids are also bias (they would be surgically attached to each of his ass cheek), his other friends aren't eloquent as me, (there goes my ego yet again) so i'm tasked with beating (in a not-gay-way) my always humble and dependable friend Lokes' aka Robot drum!
     
    I can't remember when i exactly became friends with him but ultimately we shared way too many similar interest to ignore the eventual friendship that would arise, not to mention we were both fat as shit! However we never seem to be able to stave off the ladies. Hahaha ... hard to imagine but Lokes has a way with women even i find hard to emulate. I'm already skating on very thin ice here with the wife but hey the man had em all ... hot ones, weird ones, crazy ones ... n the wife one. Go figure. Ok ok, not suppose to make fun ... must stick to my drumming.
     
    Well after 3 paragraphs what the hell am i suppose to be drummin' about? Well how about that Lokes used to be THE Microsoft Evangelist for Asia? How about him moving to Redmond to work on the new mobile stuff i'm not suppose to divulge even if i knew? How about jetting around the world for MEDC2006? God! He's living a dream, well to me anyways. I feel that my friend has finally made something out of his dreams. And that makes me jealous as shit... while i might not share the same dreams as he does, i can't help but be envious and happy at the same time that someone i know is actually living out their dream. Makes me damn proud to be called a friend (albeit an extremely lousy friend) by him.
     
    Honestly how many people do you know has made something significant in their lives worth emulating. Lokes reminds me that if you really put your ass on the line, sometimes, just sometimes, things actually happen. Thing is all my dreams are moot now that i'm married. I can already hear all my friends laughing at my dreams that are almost impossible to achieve at this juncture in life. But who knows, perhaps in 10 years or more i might be able to revisit them. Now all i dream is that sQ has a smooth delivery and as little pain as possibly for a mother in labour.
     
    I remember Loke's tagline when he uses the nick Robot, 'Someday i'll be human.' Lokes, Someday i hope i'll be Robot. Ok now will you bloody give me a copy of WM6 and tons of apps to play with?!?!?!?!?!? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....